Story from London Life Vol.1 No.7
Reading the magazine London Life prompted the following story sent in by one of our lady readers. She has asked us not to publish her name, and we respect her wish. In her covering letter she tells us the following:
‘When I first saw London Life I thought it was just another sex magazine with emphasis on the female bottom! My dear husband is bottom mad, believing it to be the most attractive part of the female anatomy; every time I bend down he gives me a wolf whistle… and I am middle-aged! However, when I started to read London Life the memories came flooding back to me. My husband often spanks my bottom for fun… and sexual pleasure — I told you he was a bottom ‘fiend’. But I remembered another occasion, when I was sixteen and boy mad. The story I have sent you is mainly fiction, though some of it is factual. I got great pleasure in writing it, and my husband enjoyed reading it, as I hope you do. It amazed me how certain events clicked into my mind once I got on my typewriter, forgotten incidents flooded back to me, the events that led up to my ultimate punishment, even how I felt at the time. I do hope you find it suitable for your magazine.’
We did find it suitable, Mrs K., and we have pleasure in publishing it, more or less as you wrote the story down.
Auntie Gladys wasn’t really my auntie, she was an old friend of my mothers who lived in Nottingham. I’d always called her Auntie from being very small, as most children do to special friends of the family. I must have had a dozen aunties and uncles, just like other children. But Auntie Glad was someone special to me. She lived alone in quite a large house just on the outskirts of Nottingham, a place called Mapperley Park, and I used to visit her for a few weeks during the school summer holidays. She was kindness itself to me, playing with me in the garden when the weather was nice, or draughts with me in the large room when it was raining. I think I loved her almost as much as I loved my mother. As I grew up she would advise me, especially warning me about boys! This amused me more than anything. She had been married, but lost her husband early in the marriage. I only vaguely remember Uncle Sid, as a man who bounced me on his knee while singing: ‘This is the way the ladies ride’.
At sixteen it was to be my last long holiday with Auntie Glad, I was going to start work at an office in September. I could have started earlier, but I wanted a few weeks rest before joining the rat race of the outside world… there was also a boy in Nottingham I was sweet on! I’d met him the year before, when I was fifteen, and although we hadn’t exactly made love, we had been very near to it. He could excite me, and work me up more than any other could, and I had already made up my mind that if he wanted to go the whole way with me, I would let him. Girls of sixteen are very impressionable, and I had been reading a lot of books loaned to me by other girls, and making love was depicted as the most beautiful experience in the world. The books are right of course, making love is beautiful, but what they omitted to say was, to a girl of sixteen it can be a traumatic experience, and rather frightening. However, my seduction by Billy is not the main part of my story, although it does play a part!
I arrived at Auntie Glad’s on a glorious Saturday morning, the sun shining down from a cloudless sky. Auntie met me at the station as she always did, and we took a cab to her home.
Nothing bad changed, it never did, the same furniture that had been there since I was quite small. I unpacked my suitcase, then telephoned Billy to tell him I was once again in Nottingham. He was older than me, at least eighteen or nineteen, I forget his exact age. Auntie heard me talking to him of course, and when I put the ‘phone down she looked at me very seriously.
‘You’re getting to be quite a young woman Maureen, I suppose you have a lot of boyfriends?’
I told her I had a few, but I liked Billy the best of the lot.
‘You want to be very careful of Billy,’ she said. ‘I see him quite a lot, and he always has a different girl with him. I don’t want you to do anything that would upset your mother, I am responsible for you during the next few weeks. I realise of course that you will want to go out dancing and to the cinema, and you won’t want me hanging around you all the time… not like you did when you were a child. Heavens Maureen, I still look on you as a child, and here you are, a young woman on the threshold of her life!’
I told Auntie I would be a good girl, but thought what a silly old frump she was getting to be!
‘I hope you will be,’ she murmured, ‘I’d hate to have to spank you, like I did when you were small!’
I laughed. ‘I don’t believe it Auntie, I don’t remember you ever spanking me.’
‘Oh yes I did, when you were small. I used to give you a slap when you were naughty. Why, once when you threw your dinner onto the floor in a rage I took your knickers down and smacked your bare bum.’
‘Well I’m too old for that sort of thing now,’ I giggled.
‘You’re never too old my dear,’ said Auntie darkly. ‘Now, what do you intend doing tonight?’
I told her I had arranged to meet Billy, but I had no idea where we were going.
‘Don’t go into any public houses my dear, you’re not old enough.’
I didn’t tell her that was the intention… I looked older than my sixteen years, biggish bust etc. I didn’t go drinking a lot at home, just the occasional glass of cider or shandy.
I put on my fancy underwear, some that my mother had never seen, a friend of my sister’s had given them to me. Black frilly panties, and a bra with two holes cut in the front for my nipples to peep through. I felt delightfully wicked and grown-up wearing them. I smoothed my hands over my body, wondering what it would be like if Billy did that! I didn’t put much make-up on, somehow I felt that Auntie would frown at me wearing make-up, that would wait until later.
Billy had arranged to meet me at seven-thirty outside a public house on Mansfield Road, and he was late and I felt very embarrassed standing outside. All sorts of men tried to chat me up and invited me in for a drink. I was very grateful when I saw Billy. He had another boy with him and a girl, Mark and Sheila. Sheila was eighteen and ever so nice, she made me feel comfortable straight away. I told Billy I had promised Auntie I would be home by eleven o’clock.
‘A right little Cinderella,’ he laughed, ‘home before the last stroke of midnight!’
‘Last stroke of eleven,’ I corrected. ‘She will worry if I am home late… anyway she has promised me a spanking if I am a naughty girl.’
That made them all laugh!
Later Mark and Sheila went off on their own, intending to go to the Palais. I would have loved to have gone, but it would make me very late, and I didn’t want to upset Auntie on my first day. I felt a little bit tipsy when we left the public house, I’d had a lot of cider, and I had to cling onto Billy’s arm as he walked me home.
We stood in the porch kissing and cuddling. He caressed my breasts over my jumper at first, then he slid his hand up while kissing me. When he felt my nipples through the holes he kissed me more passionately.
‘You’re very sexy,’ he panted, obviously very worked up. I could feel him throbbing against my leg. He then put his hand up my skirt and between my legs. I started to breathe heavily, the way he touched me was beautiful. He took my hand and placed it between his own legs, he had taken his penis out and it felt very hard. Oh but I wanted him to make love to me, but not there on Auntie’s front porch, it was too dangerous, I knew she was still up, the light was on in the lounge. I made him stop it, but he insisted I play with his penis while he caressed me. This I did, until with a groan he ejaculated.
It was just turning eleven when he went.
‘Enjoyed yourself dear?’ asked Auntie when I got in. ‘Where did you go tonight?’
I told her that we had just walked around the town, seeing as it was a warm evening. I sat down on the sofa, and I noticed auntie staring at me thoughtfully. Then I remembered my skirt, there was a damp stain where Billy had ejaculated. I hurriedly covered it with my hand, muttering that we’d had a glass of lemonade and I’d spilt some. She just nodded, thin-lipped. When I went to the bathroom I sponged the stuff away!
I had just taken my jumper and skirt off when auntie came in my bedroom with a cup of Horlicks for me. I’d forgotten, she always brought me a nightcap to bed. She took one look at me in my fancy underwear and nearly dropped the cup in her astonishment.
‘Does your mother know you have such underwear?’ she wanted to know.
‘Oh yes Auntie,’ I lied, ‘she was with me when I bought them.’
She put the cup of Horlicks on the bedside table. ‘Well I think they are positively disgusting, and please don’t wear them again while you are staying with me. Girls who go on the streets wear such underclothes, not sixteen-year-old girls. Now drink up your Horlicks, you can have a lie-in tomorrow. I’ll bring your breakfast to you in bed, then we’ll go to church for the morning service.’
Auntie Gladys was a devout church-goer, that was the only thing I hated about staying with her, going to church every Sunday morning… the vicar had clammy hands! I lay in bed that night thinking about dear Billy, and what we had done. I had never touched a boy before, not down there anyway, and it had given me a great thrill. I felt all itchy thinking about it, so I opened my legs and played with myself until I had an orgasm. I don’t think I did anything wrong by masturbating, most girls at sixteen do such things.
We sat next to Mr and Mrs Underwood in church, and their son, Ken, the same age as me.
‘Now there is a nice boy,’ whispered Auntie. ‘Well brought up and very polite.’
Personally he made me sick, always had done. When small he would cry at the slightest thing, and he was a cheat and a tell-tale. Once when pinching some apples when I was fourteen he had told Auntie and she had been cross with me. So I was very cool to him. To make it worse, Auntie had invited Ken for Sunday tea.
‘I’m going out with Billy again tonight,’ I whispered in alarm.
‘Well you’ll have to ring him up and say you can’t make it,’ she said. That put me in a bad mood straight away.
Sunday afternoon I went for a walk with Auntie around the park. She spotted Billy before I did. ‘Look, go and tell him you aren’t coming out tonight.’
At least I would be close to him, if only for a few seconds. Billy told me not to worry, he would see me tomorrow night, his parents were going out. I would be able to spend the evening alone with him. My heart beat wildly in my chest, alone with Billy in his home, we would be able to make love properly, no-one to disturb us.
Ken was his usual obnoxious self, though Auntie fawned over him like a long-lost son. I decided to have a bit of fun with him, see if he had any natural feelings in his body. I deliberately hitched my skirt up before crossing my legs, knowing he would be able to see the tops of my stockings. At first he ignored me, then his eyes kept flickering across. I pulled my skirt higher and parted my legs. Now he would be able to see the gusset of my white knickers. Suddenly he asked to be excused and went to the toilet. I smiled to myself. Now what had he gone to the toilet for… to play with himself? When he had left the room Auntie glared at me.
‘Maureen!’ she snapped. ‘Please pull down your skirt, most immodest. You are making Ken feel embarrassed, showing all your legs.’
‘Sorry Auntie,’ I murmured, and pulled down my skirt to a more modest level. Of course, a few minutes after he came back, looking flushed I thought, it managed to ride high again. I was turning a boring evening into quite a pleasant one. When it was time for Ken to go, Auntie suggested I walk part of the way with him. Heavens, he only lived around the corner, on Lucknow Drive.
Just around the corner he gave me the surprise of my life. He pushed me against the wall, kissing me hotly and trying to run his hand up my skirt. I pushed him away, telling him to behave himself.
‘Let me touch you Maureen, just once, honest. I won’t try anything else.’
‘Indeed I won’t,’ I stormed. ‘I’m not that sort of girl!’
‘Please,’ he panted, ‘you’ve been teasing me all the night, making me want to touch you, showing me your… your legs.’
He pushed his hand up my skirt again. This time I smacked him across the face. ‘Stop it Ken, or I’ll scream!’
That frightened him to death, he kept away from me. ‘I’ll bet you let Billy play with you,’ he muttered.
‘It’s nothing to do with you what Billy and I do… anyway he’s older than you are!’ I left him then and went home. Auntie was surprised.
‘You’re back quick,’ she said.
‘I do not like Kenneth Underwood,’ I said. ‘He… he is sloppy and coarse, and anyway his hands are sticky!’
That amused Auntie for a few moments, then she said: ‘You were teasing him tonight Maureen, something a girl of your age should never do. Ken is just growing up, and staring at your legs all night made him act the way he did.’ She half-smiled. ‘I used to tease the boys when I was young, but not as young as you! Now run off to bed like a good girl, Ken will be feeling very ashamed of himself at this moment.’
In a way I felt quite gratified that I had teased Ken into making a pass towards me. He wanted me, and Billy wanted me. Maybe after I had let Billy make love to me, I would let Ken touch me where he wanted.
The following morning I stayed with Auntie, helping her to clean her large house. Mrs Underwood came around and invited me to go for tea on the Wednesday, and stay for a few hours.
‘Ken has some lovely records he would like you to hear. You can sit in the lounge, we won’t disturb you!’
This was getting to be a conspiracy between Auntie and Mrs Underwood, trying to pair us off.
‘She’ll be glad to come,’ said Auntie, for me. ‘I’ll send her around about four.’
I was getting my dates made for me!
I put on my fancy underwear before going out to meet Billy; I was talcumed and perfumed, ready for anything. Auntie didn’t like the idea of me meeting Billy again, and she gave me a bit of a lecture before I set off.
‘Just slap his hands and leave if he does anything you don’t want him to.’
I promised I would, but I couldn’t see him doing anything I didn’t want him to.
We had a few ciders first, waiting for his mum and dad to get out of the way, then went to his home. He played a few Frank Sinatra records as we cuddled on the sofa. He got very excited of course, and so did I, and I made no objection when he pulled my knickers down. How can a girl describe the first time she makes love all the way? To me it was two things, painful yet exciting. I was so in love with the boy, I adored the closeness of his body, and after it was all over I told him I loved him very much. A little later he made love to me again, and it wasn’t as painful, more like the beautiful experience I had read about.
It was when I got back that it really got to me!
I lay in bed shivering, worried to death. What if I had a baby? Would Auntie know what had happened by looking at my face. I clambered from the bed and stared at myself in the long wardrobe mirror. My breasts looked a bit different, a bit swollen, and there was a mark on the right one where Billy had sucked me in his excitement. I examined between my thighs. I didn’t look any different there, only felt a little sore, which was natural after what had happened. Then I had a good cry. I don’t know to this day whether I cried because I was sorry to lose my virginity, or whether it was a cry of relief!
I went with a heavy heart to Ken’s house for tea. I was dreading it, I felt sure that he would try it on with me again, and I didn’t want that. I was in love with Billy, and I couldn’t bear the thought of Ken mauling me about. We had a nice tea, and afterwards we went into the lounge to listen to records. I didn’t mean to tease the boy, but I must have done; he kept staring at my legs. Every time I caught him, I would push my skirt down over my knees. Anyway, the inevitable happened, he started messing about. I told him to stop, but he wouldn’t; kissing me, trying to slide his hand under my skirt, and pawing my breasts.
In the end, this constant pawing aroused me, and I relaxed, returning his kisses and letting him feel me about. I was surprised that I could feel sexy with Ken, when so in love with Billy, but I was, and was ready for anything he wanted to do. He had my jumper pushed up around my neck, kissing my nipples, his hand between my legs, under the knicker elastic, his finger pushing in and out of my vagina. The lounge door opened and there stood Mrs Underwood with a tray in her hand. She gasped, and I hurriedly pushed down my skirt and straightened my jumper.
‘How disgusting!’ she said. ‘Maureen, I think you had better go back to your Auntie’s at once. My husband will see you home.’
Mr Underwood took me home in silence, and at the gate he took my hand.
‘I’m not angry,’ he said, with a smile. ‘I was once sixteen!’
When I went in Auntie was waiting for me, a stern expression on her face. ‘Mrs Underwood had just phoned and told me why you are home early. She is most distressed that this has happened. Ken doesn’t go out with many girls, he is shy and reserved, yet a few moments with you, and well… it was disgusting.’
‘It wasn’t my fault,’ I protested. ‘He started it, I couldn’t stop him!
‘I saw the way you behaved on Sunday, showing him your legs and knickers. No doubt you did the same thing this evening, leading him on, making him act the way he did. You wanted him to… to touch you. I am annoyed with you Maureen, Mrs Underwood is a good friend of mine, what is she going to think now? You gave that boy immoral thoughts.’ I sat down and sulked. It was so unfair, he had started it; if he had behaved himself it would never have happened, anyway I was in love with Billy. I told Auntie that. Her face darkened. ‘I see. If you are in love with this Billy I dread to think what you get up to with him! I’m going to teach you a lesson Maureen. A long time ago I spanked you for being naughty. Now I am going to spank you again. I am sure that your mother would agree were she here.’ She sat down on a hard-back chair. I stared at her.
‘You must be joking!’ I exclaimed. ‘You can’t spank me, I’m sixteen.’
‘I don’t care how old you are. You have misbehaved tonight, caused Mrs Underwood a great deal of distress. No doubt she will punish Ken in her own way, and it is only right that I should punish you. Now come over here and lay across my lap.’
I hesitated, the colour flooding to my cheeks. At sixteen I was very conscious of my body, and showing my bottom, even to my Auntie, would cause me embarrassment.
‘I told you to come here Maureen,’ said Auntie, in a tone of voice I had never heard her use before. ‘If you insist on disobeying me I will have no alternative but to send you home with a letter explaining why. I am going to spank you, then I can tell Mrs Underwood that you have been punished for your disgusting behaviour.’
‘It wasn’t disgusting,’ I muttered. ‘It was nice!’
I shouldn’t have said that, I knew it the moment the words came out. Auntie’s face went grim, her lips set in a tight line. I looked down at the carpet, knowing I would have to be spanked, it was the lesser of two evils. It would upset my mother if I was sent home under such circumstances. Slowly I got up.
‘What do you want me to do?’ I asked in a small voice.
‘Pull your skirt up and lay across my lap.’
Thank goodness I hadn’t my sexy underwear on, that would have made Auntie even more angry. I lay across her lap, feeling very exposed, my skirt pulled up to my waist. It seemed ages before she started to spank me. She pulled at my knickers, making them stretch across my bottom, settled herself comfortably, then brought her hand down. Crack! It seemed to explode and I jerked as a dart of stinging pain went through me. Crack, down came her hand again, landing in exactly the same place. I wriggled and squirmed.
‘Keep still,’ commanded Auntie, ‘or it will be the worse for you.’
She gave me six hard spanks on my bottom, each one seemed more painful than the last, and when she released me there were tears in my eyes.
‘Don’t think I enjoyed that Maureen,’ she said, ‘because I didn’t. I do not like punishing anyone, least of all a mature young woman. Now get off to bed and we’ll say no more about it.’
I went to my bedroom and got undressed. My bottom felt to be on fire, but it was only slightly reddened when I examined it in the mirror. As I lay in bed I became aware of a warmth running through my loins. My bottom didn’t feel as painful to the touch any more. I fell into a troubled sleep, my mind filling with strange thoughts. Billy was spanking me, on my bare backside while Ken watched, in a sort of gleeful fascination. Then it all changed. I was making love to Ken, not in the proper position, but with me on top of him, and all the time we loved, Billy was spanking my bare bottom. When I awoke I was covered in perspiration, my hand between my legs. My mind was in a turmoil, I couldn’t get rid of the strange images in my brain. I lay in the darkness trembling with sexual excitement, my fingers caressing down below. Billy would never spank me, not like Auntie did, so hard. His spanks would be caresses, loving caresses. Or would they? Would he get as excited as me when spanking me. Would I like to spank his bare bottom. I moaned to myself as an intense orgasm swept through me. Then I fell asleep again, and didn’t dream anymore.
For the next two weeks I did behave myself, I only went out with Billy once, and all we did was pet each other. I saw Ken a couple of times and studiously ignored him. As for Mrs Underwood, every time she saw me she swept by me like a darn duchess! On Thursday nights Auntie went to the whist drive. I had been twice with her, but didn’t enjoy it. A whist drive isn’t the place for a sixteen-year-old, having old men playing ‘kneesie’ under the table. Horrid I thought. So I arranged to meet Billy, telling Auntie I had a headache. She nodded knowingly.
‘I understand dear,’ she said sympathetically, ‘I had a lot of trouble when I was your age.’ I didn’t bother to tell her how wrong she was!
Billy must have watched for her leaving, because he was in the house within a couple of minutes, jacket off, snogging and caressing me on the sofa! He had me half-undressed before I knew, telling me how beautiful I was, and how much he wanted to take me to bed and love me properly. So we went to my bedroom and got on the bed. I didn’t take all my clothes off, I kept my knickers on. This was even better than making love on the sofa, we could be more intimate with each other. Just as he was about to come over me, I asked him if I could come over him. He was very pleased, closing his legs so that I could sink down onto his erect penis. As soon as I felt his hands clasp my bottom I was filled with a strange urge.
‘Slap me,’ I muttered. ‘Not hard, but just taps.’
And he did, not hard, but light stinging slaps that made me very passionate. I had an orgasm before he did, and managed to get away before he ejaculated. When we got up from the bed I just pulled my knickers on, then slipped my jumper and skirt over them. I wasn’t going out anywhere, I didn’t need my bra, and anyway, I wanted him to caress my bare breasts again before he left me.
We sat on the sofa, cuddling and kissing, and quite forgot the time, until the front door opened and in walked Auntie. I just managed to get my jumper down and my skirt straightened before she came into the lounge. Her eyes raked over us, and I glanced down at Billy. His flies were undone, and he hurriedly covered them with his hand.
‘I thought you had a headache Maureen?’ asked Auntie.
‘I had, but it’s gone now.’
‘I can see that.’ I didn’t like the tone in her voice. ‘I think you had better leave young man, it is getting very late.’
Billy got up and put his jacket on.
‘Good night,’ he murmured, red in the face.
When he had gone Auntie sat in the chair and gazed steadily at me. ‘You must think I am an idiot Maureen. Tell me, why haven’t you got a bra on?’
Instinctively I looked down. My nipples were jutting the front of my jumper, making it obvious I was braless.
‘I am beginning to think you are becoming somewhat of a slut,’ she said, evenly. ‘My spanking the other night didn’t do anything for you. Don’t try and interrupt me. You lied tonight when you said you had a headache. You were expecting that young man to call. Why didn’t you tell me?’ I didn’t answer, I stared down at the rug. ‘I suppose you have been doing with him what you were doing with young Ken. I am not having it Maureen, even if I have to spank you black and blue. Go on like this and I’m going to have every boy in town hanging around my front gate looking for you. This time I am going to spank you very hard, last time was not hard enough, you haven’t learned your lesson.’
‘Weren’t you ever young Auntie? Didn’t you ever have any boy friends who… who wanted to… touch you?’
She took a deep breath. ‘The only boy I ever had was your Uncle Sid, and we waited until we were married before we did anything like that. Come across my knee young lady.’ I sighed heavily and got up. If it would satisfy her she could spank me. I lifted up my skirt and lay dutifully across her knees, and thinking about what Billy and I had done in my bed earlier.
She spanked me three times over my knickers and I didn’t make a movement. I hardly felt anything, and anyway I was concentrating on Billy. Then, to my chagrin she put her hand in the waistband of my knickers and drew them down to the backs of my knees. My bottom was bare and vulnerable! I felt awful on her knee in that position, knowing what she could see of my body.
The blow landed and I cried out. ‘Ouch, Auntie, that hurt!’
‘It is meant to hurt,’ she said grimly, ‘I’m not giving you love taps.’
Her hand came down again with a slap that seemed to echo around the room. It was terrible, I could feel my buttocks quivering and burning. Her hand came down again and again, slap, thwack, slap, thwack, until I felt to be on fire. I started to sob, but that just seemed to give her more vigour.
‘I’ll teach you young lady,’ she growled, laying her hand into me fast and hard. ‘Before I have finished with you, you will be sleeping on your tummy.’
Tears were streaming down my cheeks, blinding me. All I could see was the blur of the carpet. When she stopped I tumbled from her lap and sank to the floor, crying bitterly. Her face streamed with perspiration, and I got a little satisfaction when she rubbed her hands, as though they hurt her. They ought to, the number of times she had spanked me.
‘Now get off to bed, Maureen. If you do anything like this again I will more than spank you, I will cane you!’
That put the fear of God in me. I had once been caned at school, and the memory will live with me forever!
I stumbled up the stairs and got ready for bed. I tried to bathe my sore bottom, but even lukewarm water was painful. She was right. I couldn’t sleep on my bottom, I had to sleep on my tummy.
It was three days before I felt back to normal. Needless to say I behaved myself for the rest of my stay, never being alone with Billy.Now to something that may surprise you. For a few years I didn’t visit Auntie, going on holiday with friends, until I was twenty-two and went to stay with her for a week. I met Ken again that week; we made love on our second date. We fell in love, and now he is my husband. He told me that his mother had spanked him the night she caught us petting. We spank for pleasure, not punishment, we are both stimulated by the act. I don’t get a very sore bottom, not like when Auntie spanked, more a pleasant tingling that sets my loins on fire. There is a huge difference between being spanked because you are naughty, than being spanked for fun.